Simon Cowell had his baby this weekend. During my weekly scouring of tabloid fodder, I saw the instagram picture he posted where his baby is sleeping soundly on dad's chest. I've been snoozing my maternal alarm clock for the past 1-1.5 years now, not letting myself think too much about being a mom or starting a family with Jason because of schoolwork. Until about 1 week ago, I figured that with graduation about 4 months away, I could start exploring the possibility of motherhood but then found out I had been accepted into a one-year internship. I have so many mixed emotions about the internship - im excited and scared, apprehensive and proud, thankful and depressed.
